I am so in love with you that there isn’t anything else.
Ernest Hemingway
Still Into You

Can’t count the years on one hand 
That we’ve been together 
I need the other one to hold you. 
Make you feel, make you feel better. 
It’s not a walk in the park 
To love each other. 
But when our fingers interlock, 
Can’t deny, can’t deny you’re worth it 

‘Cause after all this time. 
I’m still into you 

I should be over all the butterflies 
But I’m into you (I’m in to you) 
And baby even on our worst nights 
I’m into you (I’m into you) 
Let ‘em wonder how we got this far 
‘Cause I don’t really need to wonder at all 
Yeah after all this time 
I’m still into you 

Recount the night that I first 
Met your mother 
And on the drive back to my house 
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya. 
You felt the weight of the world 
Fall off your shoulder 
And to your favorite song 
We sang along to the start of forever 

And after all this time. 
I’m still into you 

I should be over all the butterflies 
But I’m into you (I’m in to you) 
And baby even on our worst nights 
I’m into you (I’m into you) 
Let ‘em wonder how we got this far 
‘Cause I don’t really need to wonder at all 
Yeah after all this time 
I’m still into you 

Some things just, 
Some things just make sense 
And one of those is you and I 
Some things just, 
Some things just make sense 
And even after all this time 
I’m into you 
Baby not a day goes by that 
I’m not into you 

I should be over all the butterflies 
But I’m into you (I’m in to you) 
And baby even on our worst nights 
I’m into you (I’m into you) 
Let ‘em wonder how we got this far 
‘Cause I don’t really need to wonder at all 
Yeah after all this time 
I’m still into you 
I’m still into you 
I’m still into you

Him

When you can actually hear you voice that you’re in love. It just felt so good to feel this  with the same person over and over again.

I love him Kim.

He is

my first love and my only. Whenever I wanted to say I miss you, he would rather frown and get mad not because he’s used to it. He just hate those words because he will never want me to be sad out of missing him so much. 

Who cares?

I mean, if I’m writing and I have been trying so hard. Who cares? I am writing not because I wanted to captivate the attention of other and make them love me. But I am writing because this is my way to throw things out. Somehow, it relieves me from those damn things that I can’t say. It simply make me happy. That’s it and I’m fine with it.

I am writing something I don’t even understand

I wonder how things can easily go wrong. And just  a matter of seconds we became miserable as a rat longing for a cheese. Worst, life will never grant things instantly. So why do we need to bother ourselves? Move on. Wait for another day. But never just sit down and wait. Move.